~~ Bloody Hell ~~

Here's how it might end....!!

She's too far,
doesn't feel anything like that,
Nothing reaches across,
nothing touches her heart.

none of what I say matters,
she has her mind set
everything is trivial,
wouldn't have mattered to her even if we had never met

I know am not worth it,
that am not the one,
It is friendship,
just friendship and nothing else.

It's so dumb of me,
to have taken it on the other bend.
It had to come to halt,
it had to an end.

Should have got it earlier,
should have understood her feelings
but what the hell,
am only a bloody human.

I dared to ask for too much,
too much for my stature
I dared to dream of having her by my side,
which had brought me on this juncture

now that I know whats real and whats not,
still i cant forget her.
she might have not felt anything,
but I have gone through the whole whirlpool.

those whistling winds,
are now gusts of air,
all that has happened to me,
is just not fair

Let me take the break,
let me move on,
God help me please,
Cos somehow I too have to live on..