Facades blown out....

When insecurities mount,
when a fear of loosing takes on,
The grip of harsh realities,
criples you by forcing all boundations

When the squelching tenets of life,
the de facto perspective of the world,
Kills all emotions within you,
and devastates your very being.

When all maps are wrong,
When all perceptions are denounced,
you are all broken,
with not a single hand to hold.

When you start expecting,
when you start asking for more,
but all false facades blow out,
the truth makes you seethe with rage

When you know you are wrong,
when you know its your fault,
but still you can't act,
you cannot absolve.

When every second moment you think of her,
When you start understanding her oddities,
you can gauge everything before she utters a word,
and you know that she'll say that its not wht she feels.

when your heart beats the blood tears in your veins
and When you know you love her,
and still you fear saying it,
for you know what lies before.

When your nights are full of tears,
when the mirror reflects the red eyes,
and still you stand still in front of it,
wash your face and do nothing.

Thats when you realise,
you knew this was coming,
you knew it was the truth of your life,
and that weeping is worth nothing.