Dreams are all I have,
buried deep in my heart,
shrouded under the practicality of life,
still the ember glows bright
am in my own world,
she's living her life,
why does it still hurt,
why is that wound still rife
blatant yelling of my heart,
keeps calling her name,
reminding me of the chances,
recalling the times when I shouldn’t have been lame
I was quiet,
quiet as morgue,
didnt really knew,
that i was making a big mistake
She was the one,
personification of all my wishes & desires,
glittering with the innocence of a kid,
those beautiful green eyes…
that openess, that frankness,
that noncommittal nature,
she was a free spirit,
dancing,gyrating to the tunes played by HIM
a million dollar smile,
that glowing face,
as if there was an aura,
and an astonishing grace
that blabber of hers,
which was all important for me,
that chuckle on her face,
which would kill all tensions and set me free
Wish I would have uttered those words,
words of faith and love,
but now time is past me,
and I hate myself for calling it a crush..
i think i should also start to pen down my thoughts..
ReplyDeletei may not be able to arrange the words as good as u had..
but i do have similar kind of thoughts and solemn experience..
haha.. but i've still not been able to understand what was it..